wahaha.ü it's d 15th day ofd month n pla. hehe.ü asteeg kc ngyayari kpg mlapit na mg15, pag 15 na o onting araw lng aftr 15.ü
kc tuwing 15...
ngttxt xa!
amba2w noh? pro ganun ko kcxa kmahal. ganun xa kaimportant pra sakn. the fact lang n ngtxt xa eh masaya na aq.
napa2icp aq...
kailan kaia xa ta2wag? jowk!
-kid de guzman signing out.ü=-
Monday, January 15, 2007
Friday, January 12, 2007
masarap alalahaning ang alaala ng nakaraaan
haha. friday na pala. pro my psok pa rn kmi bkas. nyay...
niweizz, hnd po ito ang dahilan ng pagpo2st ko ngaun.
natgnan ko lng ung mga msgs ko sa friendster. tpos bnasa ko ung mga msgs niya nd nung isa sa mga bestfwend nia. habang bnabasa ko eh nata2wa aq sa sarili ko. prang npagicp2 ko na npaka-ewan ko tlaga. grabe. prang hnd aq ung ngtype. ewan ko nga kung ano nakain ko nung mga araw na un. basta pumasok na lng sa icp ko na magsend ng msg sa bestfwend nia (nd sa kanya op kors...). buti na lng ngreply xa di tulad noong my first 3 attempts. haha. la lng. nka2tuwa.
cguro hnggang d2 lang muna ung post kong i2. hehe un lng. tnx 4 reading.
-kid de guzman signing out-
niweizz, hnd po ito ang dahilan ng pagpo2st ko ngaun.
natgnan ko lng ung mga msgs ko sa friendster. tpos bnasa ko ung mga msgs niya nd nung isa sa mga bestfwend nia. habang bnabasa ko eh nata2wa aq sa sarili ko. prang npagicp2 ko na npaka-ewan ko tlaga. grabe. prang hnd aq ung ngtype. ewan ko nga kung ano nakain ko nung mga araw na un. basta pumasok na lng sa icp ko na magsend ng msg sa bestfwend nia (nd sa kanya op kors...). buti na lng ngreply xa di tulad noong my first 3 attempts. haha. la lng. nka2tuwa.
cguro hnggang d2 lang muna ung post kong i2. hehe un lng. tnx 4 reading.
-kid de guzman signing out-
Tuesday, January 9, 2007
a puzzle to solve...
grabe... one week after the return, npa2god na kaagad aq... shemay! pero may isang bagay pa na iniisip ako... ung nilagay niya sa c-box nila. may 3 asterisk tpos my nkalagay pa. waahhh!!! freak out!!! npaicp 2loy aq. 3 asterisk means 3 letters. shet! kid tama na! waaahhh! freaks me out. haha!ü
sana nga ung 3 asterisk eh... lam nio na... haha.ü
kid de guzman signing out.ü
sana nga ung 3 asterisk eh... lam nio na... haha.ü
kid de guzman signing out.ü
Thursday, December 28, 2006
time for a change!
wahahaha. tama na ang pagpa2lungkot sa sarili. it's tym to move. wahahaha.ü sa bagay pasko nmn. wahahaha!ü
Monday, December 25, 2006
when everything was supposed to be fine...
today is christmas. yes, it is a season we are supposed to be happy. we eat, cheer, drink, sing and celebrate within this season. but sometimes, we just can't be happy when the truth is we are lonely, just like in my case.
it was 12:01 am of dec 25. i'm excited to do what i planned: call her at exactly midnight. and so i called her, then she answered. so i said "merry christmas!". and so she replied. i said "musta na?" and she answered the usual "ok lng". but i was so unprepared, everything was ruined. there was long silence, and then i said "cge, bye na". and so it is over. but before that i heard her laughing. the call lasted 1:01.
and so i thought that she was laughing about me. as i sat outside, i felt so sad, so stupid to do that. and then almost everyone was sending messages (of course, gm) to everyone as i sat there, quietly. and i thought life's so cruel. and after that i felt that everyone thinks i'm a joke.
yes, i am a joke. at school i am a joke. at home i am a joke. everyone thinks i am a joke. no one thinks that sometimes they cross the line, and i just want to burst into tears, but i just control myself because i thought it was a sign of weakness.
but i realized it was not.
so this starts my christmas day.
it was 12:01 am of dec 25. i'm excited to do what i planned: call her at exactly midnight. and so i called her, then she answered. so i said "merry christmas!". and so she replied. i said "musta na?" and she answered the usual "ok lng". but i was so unprepared, everything was ruined. there was long silence, and then i said "cge, bye na". and so it is over. but before that i heard her laughing. the call lasted 1:01.
and so i thought that she was laughing about me. as i sat outside, i felt so sad, so stupid to do that. and then almost everyone was sending messages (of course, gm) to everyone as i sat there, quietly. and i thought life's so cruel. and after that i felt that everyone thinks i'm a joke.
yes, i am a joke. at school i am a joke. at home i am a joke. everyone thinks i am a joke. no one thinks that sometimes they cross the line, and i just want to burst into tears, but i just control myself because i thought it was a sign of weakness.
but i realized it was not.
so this starts my christmas day.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
my december...
it's just the 13th of december, but I feel something, and definitely it's not good.
i feel so stressed (who doesn't anyway?), tired, and sometimes i think, "if i'll die tomorrow, so be it". you see, death is just a part of life. well, not really, but it's more like a door, and there's too many things that we can know when we go through it. it may be painful, but just imagine it, it's just fine.
anyway, it's not what i'm thinking. it's just that i feel pressure, as if my head will explode. it may sound exaggerated, but i think that's the only way i can describe it. i know there's just a few days left, but i hope i can survive for another day. maybe there's just too many things in my mind.
one more thing that bothers me is her. no, she's not my problem. it is my brain that's making the problem. i'm thinking about her all day, all night. "what could she be doing? who is she with? is she just ok?". do you think this is infatuation? no. i'd say it's far from reality.
i would like to end this post by saying "i love you" to everyone. i know it's far from what i said before, but i thought that if i'll go tomorrow, at least i have said the three words that i want to say to her (she may not read this, but at least i have said it.) gudnyt, thats all.
i feel so stressed (who doesn't anyway?), tired, and sometimes i think, "if i'll die tomorrow, so be it". you see, death is just a part of life. well, not really, but it's more like a door, and there's too many things that we can know when we go through it. it may be painful, but just imagine it, it's just fine.
anyway, it's not what i'm thinking. it's just that i feel pressure, as if my head will explode. it may sound exaggerated, but i think that's the only way i can describe it. i know there's just a few days left, but i hope i can survive for another day. maybe there's just too many things in my mind.
one more thing that bothers me is her. no, she's not my problem. it is my brain that's making the problem. i'm thinking about her all day, all night. "what could she be doing? who is she with? is she just ok?". do you think this is infatuation? no. i'd say it's far from reality.
i would like to end this post by saying "i love you" to everyone. i know it's far from what i said before, but i thought that if i'll go tomorrow, at least i have said the three words that i want to say to her (she may not read this, but at least i have said it.) gudnyt, thats all.
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
nyanya!
hehe... la lng... mood swings...
pare ano gagawin mo kpag my ngsabi sau ng i luv u? hehe...
e pag i h8 u?
e kung bkas dedz k n, ano gagawin mo?
e kung niloko ka ng luv mo, ano ga2win mo?
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pare ano gagawin mo kpag my ngsabi sau ng i luv u? hehe...
e pag i h8 u?
e kung bkas dedz k n, ano gagawin mo?
e kung niloko ka ng luv mo, ano ga2win mo?
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