i still have the strength to fight but not the will
i still love you but i care to how you feel
i still want to believe and keep on standing still
but i'm not ready for the truth to be revealed

i want to dry the tears in your eyes
those tears that cause you sleepless nights
as much as i want you to feel alright
i'm the ones who should be out of your sight

i don't want to clip your wings and make you stay with me
because i know that someday you'll fly and try to find somebody
so i think i should just let go and set you free
simply because this is how things are suppossed to be

it would rather be me than you that feels the pain
with or without you, it'll just be the same
i just fell inlove easily when you came
it's not your fault, i'm the ones to blame

you're acting like you don't know me
you look away like you can't see
i asked if we were friends you said maybe
can't you give me a yes milady?

many things changed and had gone
but i'm still writing songs for no one
looking at the things that i had done
if i can't fix this, nobody can

things are ruined but i have to try
have to fix things though i don't know why
after all the time that flew by
i still have the tears in my eyes

scars are left here in my heart
and i don't know where i should start
because my world was torn apart
when you left me in the dark

a stroll in memory lane

i took a walk in a place i know
a place where there's no sorrow
but the case ain't the same for me
cause it gives me bad memories

i remember that time
that time that i thought you're mine
reminiscing it in this place
brings back smiles on my face

but now they're just dreams
for now you can't hear my screams
i'm calling out your name
but your look's just not the same

i'm taking a stroll down memory lane
so now i'm still feeling the pain
these things are making me insane
these things are wrecking my brain

i want to be freed from this curse
before it turns me into something worse
remove these chains on me
i'm slowly dying cant you see?

failure..

i'm a failure. and i don't want to say anything about this anymore. i've been facing a lot of troubles these days, and i can't win a fight anymore. i just can't afford to lose more, cause i have nothing left in me...

i've lost everything i have, and i cant fix those things that i've ruined, and i know my apologies won't be taken anymore...

it's so hard to start again, and live life like nothing happened. i want to live life like i lived it before, but i couldn't because some things aren't the same anymore. the world just started spinning so fast i can't keep up. things have changed, but i didn't...

maybe this is enough... i've taken more than i could, and it's taking it's toll on my body...

memories...

after all that i've been through
the only one in my mind is you
i'm stuck over here
crippling in fear

the memories of you
haunts me with my eyes wide open
i hoped it isnt true
but everything said it just happened

you left me alone
and i never moved on
i should be over you
but i dont know what to do

i tried my best to run away
but i can't find my own way
so i aint gonna try
so i'll just break down and cry

my mind is lost
and my life is falling
i'm losing grip
and my hopes are dying

and so im closing the doors now
and so i'm giving up now
so i have to let go
just for you to know...

i was...

i was your friend
i was your lover
i did everything
but you didn't bother

i acted like a fool
just for you to feel better
and when you're weak
i was your crying shoulder

but you found another one
and you think i'm better off gone
so you forgot about me
and everything that we've done

i said i'll still wait
but i'm looking for love
not someone to date
i need to get out before it's too late

but i cant get you out of my mind
because love made me blind
to all the wrongs that you did
just to make my heart bleed

slamat!:)

1. pao
2. kaye
3. luling
4. mj
5. marquez
6. lapid
7. angel
8. jonas
9. roy
10. axle
11. bea
12. jassar
13. al
14. ton
15. mga classmates (i forgot, andami nila!!!)

slamat sa inu guyz.:) haha.

ung mga belated, bilisan ang paghabol!!!:))