failure..

i'm a failure. and i don't want to say anything about this anymore. i've been facing a lot of troubles these days, and i can't win a fight anymore. i just can't afford to lose more, cause i have nothing left in me...

i've lost everything i have, and i cant fix those things that i've ruined, and i know my apologies won't be taken anymore...

it's so hard to start again, and live life like nothing happened. i want to live life like i lived it before, but i couldn't because some things aren't the same anymore. the world just started spinning so fast i can't keep up. things have changed, but i didn't...

maybe this is enough... i've taken more than i could, and it's taking it's toll on my body...