a stroll in memory lane

i took a walk in a place i know
a place where there's no sorrow
but the case ain't the same for me
cause it gives me bad memories

i remember that time
that time that i thought you're mine
reminiscing it in this place
brings back smiles on my face

but now they're just dreams
for now you can't hear my screams
i'm calling out your name
but your look's just not the same

i'm taking a stroll down memory lane
so now i'm still feeling the pain
these things are making me insane
these things are wrecking my brain

i want to be freed from this curse
before it turns me into something worse
remove these chains on me
i'm slowly dying cant you see?

failure..

i'm a failure. and i don't want to say anything about this anymore. i've been facing a lot of troubles these days, and i can't win a fight anymore. i just can't afford to lose more, cause i have nothing left in me...

i've lost everything i have, and i cant fix those things that i've ruined, and i know my apologies won't be taken anymore...

it's so hard to start again, and live life like nothing happened. i want to live life like i lived it before, but i couldn't because some things aren't the same anymore. the world just started spinning so fast i can't keep up. things have changed, but i didn't...

maybe this is enough... i've taken more than i could, and it's taking it's toll on my body...